They didn't know that behind the mask and confident smiles was a broken girl trying to still fit in despite all the traumas life brought to her table
Trying so hard to grow beyond life's drama and make life worthwhile
The wind blew her to it's desired direction with her totally out of control
She felt less of a person seeing her own reflection
"I can never be compared to anyone" else,she thought to herself
She devoted days wishing she could exchange her big and small flaws with someone
Senses slipped away while trying to fit in
Hope completely reduced to the minimum
Her body unable to hold the pains her her heart feels
Her strength failed her completely
All she wanted was to be enough for everyone
She wasn't aware she only needed to be enough for herself
So she kept fighting herself instead of loving herself
I want to help her
But she has to let me
Until then I can only sit from near and watch.
©cindy_pee
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