Take a look
Around
The sky is
Still blue
Painted gray
Are the clouds
The day started
Once anew
Yesterday is gone
Can't go back
In the past
And turn it on
So just
Leave it alone
Nothing
Can change it now
Today
is a much better
Safer bet
Learn what you can
When you can
Decide
Try to be
A better man
For today
It's all we have
So be
Quick to forgive
Say what
You have to say
Before
it starts
To all fade away
My heart sinks
I slop around
In a puddle of mud
My life lived
A nuclear fusion
bomb busted
Some say
I'd be just a dud
Past is gone
Pity placed
Mental spaced
Six foot distance
I've waited to long
It's to late
Searching
Endlessly
For what
Must be my fate
Never again
To return
Searching
My entire life
Love
Sure gave me
Such a nasty
Pity love burn
Look
Opened in my mind
Look
Take a peek at me
Into what
Is on the inside
I'm depressed
Yet still
I'm so normal
A gentleman
Refined
His spirit so kind
Soft hearted
Meekness
Jesus Christ
Faith person
That this always
Does happens
Sin memories
Traveling
Thinking fast
My lightening thoughts
Can always be found
Round
And
Round
What sneaks in
It's my past
Every now and then
How I had to
Reset my heart
Then I start
Over then I can begin
A person
My love to find
I know it's out there
Am I
Looking at it wrong
My eyes can't see
My love
Inside
Me
Myself
Love has no mercy
All is fair
In love and war
Don't ask me
I've been
Rejected by love
For love's sake
I am the blind
Leading
The blind
Yes it's seems
Like it's always me
I sense It seems
Like
It's just only me
So Off
On my travels
I must go
Through this
Self existence
I am I know
Laughing at myself
Along the way
To a place
I need to pray
It's where
Have I gone to
What am I
Going to do
I trudged along
Carrying why I'm wrong
Hurting
Living life
In my own pain
Hoping
This journey
I would have
Something to obtain
My feelings
Aren't going anywhere
My feelings
Of despair
Just
Wanted you to care
As I travelled
Destiny
Or is it
My fate
I felt the storm
Of fallen hate
Now
I go back
Into my dreams
Things I can't control
My face distorted
Feeling like
I just want to scream
Through these
Often the nightmare
My soul
My mind
My heart
All are paired
Of all those things
People said
Showed me one thing
Is that they never
Til this day
For me
Really cared
Written by
Lenni-x
Freewriter
And
Terrylin53
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