Imagine spending years upon years trying to heal and protect thyself from heartbreak..
Yet every single time it stings like it did the with the first heart break.
Always thought they were breaking my heart
Turns out I was the biggest perpetrator, and I caused myself more hurt than they ever could.
I broke up with myself before they broke up with me...
I did that every time I chose to forego my feelings and accommodate theirs.
I broke my own heart every time
I stayed throughout the disrespect
Every little disregard they showed me,
I should have walked away.
I chose to stay and now Its plain to see that I have been the cause of my own heartbreak
©mayalinah