our life's become so hectic it so easy to get lost in ones own problems I have a habit of thinking I'm the only one going through times that will test every strength I have rightfully won
then I feel thile pain of another this makes me hit the bottom reality acting right in my face. and I can only think you myself this is called Rawley selfish of me I have forgot to mention what life has gave me to be grateful for so here is my list of all the things that make me proud to be me..
mom and dad I will all cherish any ground you stepped before me if it wasn't for the lust of you two beautiful beings I would never grown to be the bitch I am now
for the times I got to feel the miracles of the creation of a life for my children who I have to say are all so beautiful to me can you believe they all got a heart that beats to the same best as mine that have no hate for not one other
for the two time I got to feel what it was like to fall in love
for two men and woman I barely know Romona, Gary and Steve they kept my selfish self up all them years of you was not there I have no clue what I would have done this is real shit
and this is what I'm most thankful for the woman I got to grow and become
all them years I was so ashamed of my inner being for the things I could not control now I know when your young beauty is beyond anything it is something that could easily be took and that exactly what they did as a woman I learned to fight the fight within and I won't that battle long ago I took my beauty back and I gracefully heal her wounds and whisper in this beauty her as she sleeps until she had a beautiful glow until her pain became a hunger for the knowledge of more and inner peace now me and beauty are best friends can you believe she shows me the beauty in everything I'm appreciate every single thing that has happened to me. good and bad beautiful and ugly if there was one single action took from my past I would not be the woman that sit a taps this out today thank you to life thank you for
or knowledge thank you for the beauty in another and thank you for the monsters you lay before now I know they are only monsters at the time they are being monsters to you after that they are the stone in which that makes the steps for you to take you next step on
Angela Oaks
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