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selfish

46 days had passed,
And here I am being sad.
Sad for the situation,
Of the result in my own decision.
I hated my self for being rekless,
And be carried away of my emotions.
I hated myself for being selfish,
And made you feel a hellish.
Is it even right?
That right now, I want to hold you tight,
Convince you to fight,
And make everything's alright.
But I know I'll be more selfish,
And it will make you more hellish.
Because we know to ourselves,
That I just miss the feeling of being in love.
©aesthetic1