I didn't know my dear,
That me loving you wasn't clear,
Its only now that I want to face my fears, move forward go another gear,
I mean I thought my behavior towards you made you love the person I was, I tried to be there for you show you I'm committed only to you for the sake of holding on to what I thought was gold not some misfortune,
But...
If me being jealous of some other guy taking my place in your heart is wrong then yes I am selfish,
If I hate the moment you keep quiet and spend your time trying to bond with him and not me even after what we've been through in the last 6 weeks then yes I am selfish,
If I want to be the one to kiss you till dawn, hold your hand while watching the sun fall, get you flowers that I handpicked to see you smile and wipe away your tears when things are dark, then yes I am selfish,
I'm selfishly in love with you nomatter these scares I have because of us falling apart, guess you never will get the full picture I was willing to go the extra mile even if it meant loosing my life.
C