Sometimes my mind is not my own
Thoughts become blurry and confusing.
Multiple emotions intertwine together
My sense of self fleeting and I'm losing
Who am I really, I costantly wonder
Where do I end and they begin
Am I even real or just a fraction
I'm never alone but so lost within
Memories become unreliable
Forgotten or just feeling unreal
Did I really do that or say this
And all of this, an invisible ordeal
My skin, sometimes it feels numb
My hands aren't my own to control
I'm an outsider looking in silently
Wondering what happened to my soul
I'm shattered into pieces
Each piece trampled upon
Every shard a piece of me
My whole sense of self gone
©jayjay5
J