Separation Anxiety
This distance, this Dark Insidious
Delusion(Of Dissolution.)
I cling to fleeting/faint
ancient memories/monuments,
while forever falling deep Into
the depths of
black hole singularities,
through the galaxy gaps...
In sadness, I’m hoping
& praying, mourning;
bleeding, grasping,
yearning to transcend time!!
And reunite our spirit union!!!
Now that I'm here,
alone in this world.
Only your memories remain,
(I'm crawling in the dark),
my monuments of you have faded.
Now just broken images remain.
(It tears me inside)
I'm seeking your memory,
so beautiful, so comforting
(reminiscing Joy).
Yet, the pain is devouring me.
Time!!!
I'm disbelieving in separation,
I close my eyes to disconnect,
but there's no escaping this!!!
My essence is yours,
my whole being is for you
I will live forever,and your essence
will live forever, through me.
Time!!!!
I'm disbelieving in healing nature.
Deep within I'm scared forever
Though, I will return to you.
(I am with you always,
just like you stayed with me,
In these moments of
dark torment & sadness,
call out, I will be your side)
Your remnants will
keep me alive,
until my last breath,
and death takes me.
This time!!!
Separation mocks me
& dark clouds of
depression consume me!!
This place is overwhelming.
The distance between us
is so impossibly vast
I feel a deep cold shrouded in the dark
(feelings seeping through) ,
my world is forever grey!!
I can't live like this,
you're membrance is to pure.
I've reached the rising of day.
No fear left inside!
(I'm Forming the strength
to take the suffering away)
Over Time!!!
Your thoughts just
bring me jubilation.
Like the brightest star,
you're light burns in me
from the absolute darkness..
Im awaking in misery!!!
of being here without you.
My heart & soul are Torn!
My spirit is battered, scarred & wounded;
Forever Bleeding!!!.
(I can’t form words)On this Vapid, ColorlessGrey,( Insipid World )
Spiritless! .........
Lifeless!
Pointless!
Prosaic Existence!!
This Sad, Blank Planet
With Remnants of (my ❤️)
a tattered Empty place.
This Eternal Tomb, Aaahhhhhh!!!!
Breathe life,Inhale, exhale
(Am I breathing..)I Surrender,
I give in to you ...Inhale, Breathe Life...
{Reincarnate humankind's
Life & Psychic Equilibrium}
Peace
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