Feeling stressed and constantly tired
They said it got better; Yeah, they're liars
Feeling strange and alone
Anxiety wearing down my bones
Thinking how long have I worn this mask
How did I get so detached
Lying in my bed with the lights off
Hearing what people say has me pissed off
But what do I do when I feel dead
I don't believe that it's my fault when I feel dread
Though I don't care what kind of life I've led
No matter how many tears I've shed
But for now, I'm consumed by the shadows of my darkest mind's eye
And in the crystallis of doubt and fear, I reside
And in my mind, I hide cause the emotions have the better of me
I'm rotting inside my misery
I don't think I'll ever be happy
No matter what problems drugs claim they can solve internally
©majesty1
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