When I look deep down In my soul all I see is the hurt. Tears and pain that I thought I had washed away. Instead for years
I've kept them at bay. Walking
and talking I've carried them all this way.
Confused and used misguided and abused.
I tried to hide it. Even with anger, frustration and laughter couldn't even fight it.
Until One day I was sitting all alone.
After pushing everyone away cause I had to do this on my own.
Soaber and broke physically, mentally, and even financially. I had to get real with me and God.
As one of his Angel's appeared to me in the dark. We sat and chatted, had a nice little talk. Even though my intentions weren't where they needed to be. With the sight that was given to me I started to see things differently. I'm blessed beyond measures. That shit made me stronger, I'm even better. I had to except that without darkness then the light wouldn't exist. I had to level some things out balance some shit.
Learn to except both sides of me and that's where my true power exist. No more looking externally when everything I need is within.
Gods plan perfectly sculpted and molded and then appeared like magic it was me.
A Queen a powerful being. Now I see exactly what you envisioned for me.
Even the powers you bestowed upon me.
A magical being, Co-creator of my reality.
The duality of life has irony. It only works once you accept those that you wish to hide the most. Shadow work isn't a curse. It's the cure to what we've endured. Healing generations and generations of hurt. Only by starting with you first.
©prolificaj
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