Shadows following me,
I'm begging to be free.
Fear surrounds the place that I am in.
Some have lived in sin.
I can't touch love, like it touches me.
I just let it be.
Everyone tells me to let the sunshine in.
I have opened my windows of darkness, nobody knows where I have been.
Weakness carries the strength, so I cry.
I tell myself to just try.
When everyone goes away, I just wished they would have stayed.
I push to hard, it almost looks like I don't want this.
Your memories is what i miss.
I fall asleep to the sound of your voice.
You really never gave me a choice.
Raindrops are falling, along my window pane.
My heart is crying, no one is to blame.
I'm just not feeling myself, living in self doubt.
This is what my life is all about.
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