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Shattered by the thought

You said one comment that struck me in the gut
My mind can't escape those words
I feel a huge knot in my stomach
My chest is tight and light as if the air was taken out of my lungs
No good I'm done
I'm tired of being insecure
I'm tired of waiting with no return
I'm tired of hearing such likes and getting hurt still
I try to ignore and relinquish myself from him, but try and that is all I can say for I'm getting nowhere with my heart
Pain, pain and hurt all again
Is it a must to feel such emotions in the process of forgetting and moving on?
You said the comment on purpose
Did you want to hurt me?
Well was it fun now? I'm hurting by the thought.
Sick to my stomach, mind lost in thought.
Why did you do this to me?
©savy