My heart just shattered again.
I don't understand.
I never learn.
I just keep thinking, that things will.be different.
Considering all the elements and variables that go into this deep serious situation.
How rude can one be.
Especially to the one who tends and cares for you most.
Change is not what you have ever been able to do.
Talk a good game.
Now I know the truth.
Its not ok.
However ill keep taking it over and over again anyways.
Whats my excuse?
I have a laundry list of them.
Nothing is good enough even when it is.
Tell myself be patient and all will be ok.
That was 6 years ago when we were younger, and healthier.
Now here we are and its no different for you.
Not one change just all blame on the horrible things that I have done to you.
©number14
C