I was a girl
I had fear for my own heart
I was not loved
or so my mind made me feel
if I did laugh
the tears plainly showed
but then I was a girl
hung up on just a meaning
wanting answers of impossible questions
these questions only children shall ponder
these children so curious
I am a woman
I think on my own
having answers to my own simple wonders
for then my questions only twisted a mind
yet still I ask a wise upper person
for I no nothing at all
now my heart is wrapped
where once it was squeezed and cut
even if just one person
or two for that matter
you still hold my breathing still
erratic and deranged
now tamed anf loved
a gentle peck stopes a bursting flood
a lullaby that softly hushes my broken heart
your a sun
shining through my constant clouds of doom
the little girl I was
still peeking through at times
maybe taking a giggle or two from you
but that side has eyes that have seen too much
my love you brake my broken walls
you take this leaking damn
my love you love me for who I am
my crazy and sanity
I may push and bite and cry
yet love is the only thing braking my chain of hate
this girl of liquid memories
and pain that's seeps through a smile
yet you love this glassy liquid girl
Naomi~wingedfeature
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