I hide my tears through my smiles,
But sometimes even smiles can't keep everything hidden,
I hide away keep my self hidden from the work because my tears can't be held back,
What did I do so wrong, am I not worth it I ask my self,
I love you so much why can't yo see that why??,
I keep the pain locked away but in my heart it cannot stay I hurts,
Because I know I did my best and yet I lost the love of my life she walked away,
And now it hurts each and everytime people say I'm to blame,
But I did my best, I gave my all, I loved with all my heart, I fought for time with you, I was always there but yet I was not good enough and that hurts more than anyone could understand!!!,
So if I get the blame for the way things ended I will take it my love,
Because your happiness is my world and your smile is my life, just wish you could just see through my eyes!!!!!
©nirmal
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