I thought our love was bonded for birth.
I thought we was meant I mean you pushed me through obstacles.
transcended into my life like your guts out never missed an appointment once that test read positive.
and yet today I don't have your love.
the lullaybyes I knew back and forwards as a child has disappeared into a memory I wished I cherished.
for death hasn't taken you. but I can't even see your face or get a returned call you birthed me You cradled me for years to only forget me now.
my heart is torn bleeding stiches I can no longer continue to patch crying and praying for the mother's that stay when mine is only a few blocks away but because of him I am invisible to you because of him I can only see you through a scraped book of torn pictures and faded memories.
because of him I know what it feels like to have a mom that's not buried six feet under but instead she just act like I don't exist.
©moniques21
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