She didn't want to cry..

In their lives, nothing was good, except for goodbyes.
She held onto her last tears, because she didn't want to cry.
She didn't want him to see her weak side.
Because all he has done was lied.
If he could grasp at one weak moment, then he could take many more.
She knows that what she has left with him, is nothing to be ignored.
He fought her at goodbye,
And fought her with a lie.
The last nights together
Felt like forever.
She definitely had to be stronger then she ever was before.
Her heart ripped apart, never had it ever been so sore.
When all this will be over, then she can cry.
She can cry for all his unthinkable lies.
When she is finally sleeping alone in her bed.
That is when she can figure out all the lines he has said.
Whatever feelings that she may feel.
Will one day count as nothing real.
Another heart is what she will steal.
Then she will understand why this is real.
©terrylin53