She's spent Countless years
reminiscing about the kind of lover
he would be & the thought of him curing her
how effortlessly it will be to be herself
around him again
Even Though people tell her what she's feeling
is a waste of time
and his image could be a lie
they don't seem to believe in her
anyhow so nonetheless know if he is what he goes by
shouldn't be their concern nor ask questions like why
The thought of him makes her smile
But as a human being those things start to get to her
and she starts to question things she knows is prime
but she ends in doubt anyway
deep down forsure she knows she won't stop til she at least gets to share her condolences
hoping it will all leave in innocence
©camille
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