She never really cared about the world.
She never really cared bout the people around her.
She never used to be like this, she always hiding and scared of the world.
She used to be happy and used to be full of life.
Now shes down and hiding from the world.
Shes always beautuful and has a beautiful soul like shes been touched by a angel.
She used to always laugh and she used to be kind to the ones she loved now shes broken inside.
Shes always cries her self to sleep at night shes never herself shes tired of living All she has known are her battle scars she calls them survival scars.
She puts on a mask everyday to pretend shes happy, but deep down inside of her shes not gonna be okay.
She knows she needs help but shes scared shell never be the same.
she thinks she will go crazy
she thinks shell go insane.
shes loosing her mind she really does need the help.
she doesnt know how to ask.
she wants to get better
she thinks shes loosing her mind.
She says oneday when her time comes and shes ready she wont take her life for granted.
when its her time to go she says thats when shell be okay and shell be set free no more pain no more worries i will be set free in peace i will be resting.
©nini100
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