She pulled the trigger
She pulled the" trigger" The night I left. She was really sad and angry and hurt. We had a fight that night I called her names that she didn't like, Then she called me names i didn't like.
I got fed up with her and broke her heart and said were "Over" Then I left the house.
That's when she pulled "The Trigger" she put the gun in her mouth and killed her self.
She couldn't hack the pain of losing me so now I lay here with regret knowing that today has mark 5 years of her death the day I broke up with her.
If I could go back too that day I would and I'd fix the mistake and try too make It work with us and tell her I love her.
She was the love of my life I loved her a lot we just had problems that's all.
She had 3 miscarriages and then she finds out she cant have kids that's why she's the way she is with me we just lost a baby 1 month before she died.
Now shes resting in peace with her 3 other babies where she wanted too be for a while we will always remember that beautiful smile the night of our wedding its been 5 hard long years without the love of my life.
Now i'm with another woman after 5 years you're gone i finally fell in love again but it's still not the same our love was engraved in my heart i will never love a woman like i loved you.
©nini100
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