she says that I'm changing and stop doing dope
but I'm a lost cause for me there's no hope
this path that I walk does not ever end
if you must walk away from being my friend
I will understand our lives are no longer the same
and if I don't do it for you I guess I'll never change
what I'm trying to say is it's ok to decide
I'll understand if you walk out of my life
and I'll never question your reasons why
but I know it would be cuz I kept getting high
and just know that I'll miss you and I wish you the best
maybe one day I'll learn that our friendship was all just a test
to see what limits well go to to keep the things that matter the most
you watch my ship sink while yours stays afloat
and sometimes you must save yourself before lending a hand out to help
and while your living in Dreamland I'm still living my hell
but with whatever happens I'd just like to thanks for opening my eyes
I may not see it now but one day I'll realize
that no matter what you can say that you tried
to bring me outta the darkness and into the light
©beastie
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