She was your top piority
she was your baby girl
I was your child
I was your rebel
her golden hair
her hazel eyes
just like him
she was all you had left of him
my chestnut hair
my sapphire eyes
my boyish ways
I was like you
just another carbon copy in your eyes
but I'm different
you think you know me
but you don't
she was your favorite
she was everyone's favorite
every girl wanted to be her
exept me
I was your second favorite
everyone's last choice
no one envied me
she had a million friends
while I struggled to have one
I was left in loneliness
which turned into depression
which doomed my social life even more
I was that girl that had "friends"
but no one had time for me
I wanted to give up
but I couldn't
because I wanted to make make a name for myself
even if I had to do it alone
even if I had to cry every night to pull through
even if I had to wear a damn smile every time
even if I had to make imaginary friends to be happy
because I couldn't depend on people
because they always turned on me
even if he had cared he had other friends
because no one wanted to be friends with me
because to them I was a confident prat that thought they were better than everyone else
because they didn't see the pain behind the smile
the pain behind my confidence
the loneliness in my eyes
in the end
no one cared
no one loved me
no one would miss me
-Kaiden Tomlin
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K