So much I dress up
Yet it feels like it's not enough
I got that expensive purse
Yet I feel worse
I finally got that expensive shoes
Yet still end up feeling the blues
I use the guy
To have something to buy
Something I know I can't get
Just yet
Get it and think I will feel glad
But end up feeling sad
Then when I remembered my name
I put my head down in shame
Like I did a crime
I finally realise I wasted a lot of time
Alina,what a name so beautiful
So wonderful
My mom named me this
Because this, should could not miss
She even then, knew
What was true
Mommy saw I was noble
I could very much be humble
So what am I doing?
Why am I choosing
Things in my life that don't matter
That only make me sadder
Inside of me, it doesn't help to satisfy
No matter how I try
I will feel better
When I get myself together
Doing in life what is important
What is relevant
©arianna.b
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