she fell for him oh.... what a fool she was.
He wanted there life to be put on pause.
boy.....what a stab in the chest that was.
I smashed his mother's vase.
what a childish thing he has done.
he went out to go have fun.
He promised me to love me forever.
boy..... was he ever clever.
He drove me crazy with all his promises how he said I love you.
we were just like glue.
he drove me crazy to the point I went insane.
He realized in his head he had nothing to gain.
He sent me away I was to much for him to handle.
little did he know pretty soon I'd have a new arrival.
I was proud I'd have his kid.
he ended up leaveing the grid.
He left me alone and I made my peace.
my body energy starting to decrease.
I'm feeling sick and dizzy it's just the medication.
It's enough of all his accusations.
My body can't take it aches to much.
I have my hands in a clutch.
the best thing I had left I just lost.
I don't know what it will cost.
I can't take this pain away.
man.....I just feel so betrayed.
what did I do wrong do deserve this lost.
my world will be buried under that cross.
I'm going crazy I can't breath these pills don't work to block out this pain.
I'm not going to be able to attain.
maybe One-day I will be okay but for now I'm going insane my life is never gonna be the same.
I feel like iam to blame.
His death was all me I could of stopped taking these pills.
I would of just been getting chills.
For now I'm getting help trying to stay sane.
I'm drowning in tears these pills will erase my brain.
I close my eyes and I see his Lil face looking at me with that grin on his face.
I can see that he is my grace.
bye my baby boy mommy will be okay now that I know your safe.
your my angel guiding me thru life.
now I know my life won't end in strife.
I'm sorry you left this life.
baby boy I will see you in the afterlife.
©tiffyxox
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