He act like he can't talk to me
when I'm actually here to listen .
I know he going through a lot
& got some shit up in his system .
But he don't know how I feel when I'm loving him from a distance .
He don't know how I feel saying the words
" I miss him " .
Shit it hurts.
He don't tell me shit,
but I know he going through the worst.
And because of what he going through
I'm not the only first.
His mind messed up and
His heart damnear cursed.
And I'm confused.
Cause every time I try
another part of you I lose.
And Everytime I cry
there goes a box of tissue.
He said, " baby I can't do this
I got too many issues ".
I told him, " please don't let go I'm tryna lose you ".
I just don't understand .
Why you won't open up ?
And Why I can't grab yo hand .
You said " I might hurt to feelings
it's better left unsaid " .
I told him, " please tell me cause I need
to understand ".
He said, " please don't get mad at him cause baby it's not yo fault but ..
I don't trust nobody , not even her
She don't understand him
& She wonders why ..
I don't trust nobody , not even her .
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