My world is full of darkness
An abyss of torture
A grave that I dug for my self
That wants to burry me alive
A mistake that wasn't my fault
Lessons that I was never taught
Wars that I fought
But all was lost
My heart is like tunnel
The more you enter the darker it becomes
Everything fell apart
Fell apart right infront of my eyes
Tears no longer fill my peepers
For my soul cries inside
I was broken way before
Way before I was whole
An alone feeling sweeps me off my feet
My silent screams louder than before
My hiden pain now opened to the whole world
Everyone sees my nakedness
And I can no longer hide from the rest
My monsters are no longer under my bed
Nor are they behind the closet doors
They are now under my covers
Places I thought I was safe
They prey at my vulnerability
They hold me down with their claws
And smile as I try to break free
They follow me in every dream
Just to hear me scream
Tormenting me to my death
The voices in my head now louder than before
Behold nothing is sparing me
Everything is against my existence
"pull the trigger" is all I can hear
No one cares is all I feel
People put me down
Just to watch me drown
I'm not strong enough
But all they do is laugh
Mocking me and calling me names
Tell me what did I do wrong
To torment me this long
And so prone
I'm to there insults
©mara_pain
Life is a series of pain.
©mara_pain
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