she smile so sweet
she laugh so hard
but she feel broken inside
she talk to much
she play so well
but she feel alone even not
she is me, i've never felt this way before
i don't know how to survive from it, i need you help
i can't explain what's in my head
i'm not happy nor not sad
i can't laugh even i want
i feel sorry for myself
i don't want to look so pity in front of my friends
so i smile and laugh in front of them
but inside, i just want to cry and shout all my problems and all the pain inside of my chest.
©regine
R