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Shit never changes

I get so tired of shit never changing
That everyday I just keep rearranging
Trying to get things right
But it's always a struggle to get right
I fight battles with myself each day
But they always end up the same
I am frustrated to the point I just want to quit
Say hell with this shit
Why try when I can't win
I just want my struggles to end
I just keep trying to get through it all
But always stumbled and fall
I don't know if I have the strength anymore
I just keep thinking about walking out the door
Staying is hard on me
Cause for real I'm not happy
©tinamarie