my birthday is exactly about a month away
but im not all excited over this day
im only getting older what can i say
nothing gets better in any way
as each day passes it gets more and more grey
and it just makes me worry
for my life i just dont feel sorry
i just wonder if ill make it until im atleast forty
so i can add on to my bullshit story
nothing seems to excite me
im always alone so its just boring
from the night straight to the morning
im a straight fuck up and i dont know when ill start learning
i havnt stopped thinking so my mind keeps burning
even tho im the one that messed up my heart dont stop hurting
i shouldve been loyal and stopped with my flirting
im sorry once again that i did you dirty
now you wont even come see me
i need to give up and just let it be
i shouldve know better for my actions you where going to leave
©jorge_ahm
J