Are you really in shock?
Seriously surprised to see?
Doesn't it fully register?
That you've always been loved by me?
From all of your obvious good,
embarrassing shame, and extra bad.
I loved you with every ounce,
In me I ever had.
Through all of your flaws,
Numerous mistakes,
Prideful disregard,
Bought at the highest of stakes.
I tried my very best,
When you so easily broke your vows.
My heart cried out for you,
Numb to pain no longer allowed.
You kept tearing our family apart.
Why? When you got what you requested?
He forgives you, and so do I.
But still stops with the years we've invested.
I wanted you in all my life.
But you smashed me into the ground.
You made me feel horrible,
Kicked me while I was down.
With all the unthinkable,
Choices you have made.
Truth is, you despised me,
When I got in the way.
In this November,
It will be four years,
Since our divorce was granted,
Finalized after my tears.
You became vindictive,
By spitefully seeking revenge.
Doing anything within your power,
To hurt me and be avenged.
So many girls moved in with you,
With them you shared your bed.
I left you rent and child support free,
Just to be fair like I said.
I loved you through it all,
Though it was excruciating to care.
Now you seem surprised,
When the truth is tough to bare.
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