"we're all here to serve some type of purpose,
keep moving that needle forward no matter what as things are not what they seem to be and continue to navigate through this crazy circus,
how in the hell am i here?, those numbers weren't in my favor,
not going to complain about it though as i'm getting a taste of this different life with a new and exciting flavor,
reflecting back on the past and jumping back to the present and i can see the substantial growth,
but insecurities and depression still exist within my realm as i'm still trying to find a way to deal with both,
it is what it is as it comes with the territory and this thing called life,
the weight of highly pressurized problems can get so thick for some of us that's it's impossible to cut it with a knife,
i'm nothing special as i'm just a young brotha that has these thoughts spilling out of this head of mines,
remember what i said and if you don't, go back up and re-read the very first two lines ..."
©jamaree
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