I hate it when the time comes
The moments sways in the flash
But each moment never stops
Reminding me of what I’ve lost
Yet whenever it stings
I wondered what I gained at all
I was only losing myself in the abyss
Yes there was passion and desire
But I never truly learnt how to love
Maybe I was never meant to
For I was only met with lies and deceit
That fed me this cold menace
I should have never tried to make them change
They only dragged me along
Pulling me down down
But I entertain that no more
The memories never fade away
All the air has flushed out my lungs
They still keep choking as a single tear falls
I hate it when the time comes
When will the pain ever go away?
©atinga
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