Firing bullets of liquor and lies and tearing the heart to pieces
Slowly the anger builds up and the love decreases
The crying and pain throughout the house picture frames in pieces
Alone and crying thinking about a blown up situation
This mad life of broken bottles and broken homes isn't that fun
Pictures and laughing memories flow through my mind
Happy and suicidal thoughts start to grow and combine
What do I do I've apologized till I was blue in the face
Maybe they wouldve understood if they where in my place
Dealing with demons of my past messing with my future
Why do I have to have a broken dream why can't I have a happily ever after
I'm sorry for the pain I put on top of your pain and sorry for the disaster
Because you deserve someone better than drugged up and plastered
©droneking
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