Title of Poem: Should I forgive
When will you come home
Since five nights
Little argument, big fight
That had you walk out from home
I shouldn't have let you leave
Anger got me caught
In a web he weave
Yet I took some steps out my shoe
Like a little distance from it
If you would, it would fit you
What would you have done, yes you
Should I forgive
Or face the fact now
Should I cry or keep nodding now
Should I forgive you
For leaving, for dying
For not thinking of me
My heart bleeds
So heavy like isolated soul
Why are you heartless
Selfish and wicked?
We started out together
Till forever
We promised each other
Why then are you dead
Am furious, inflamed
I want to yell
To nag and shout
I want to argue
I want to fight
But now, there is no you
Give me a reason
One enough to forgive you
For you betrayed my trust
Yes you betrayed my love
I miss you so
Now i cuddle myself
I embrace myself
I am lost in the world
My pillow can write my sorrow
Is this what you want
Are you happy now
But i shouldn't cry
For am so mad at you
You wronged me
But why!
Why are you not considerate
Why are you heartless
No i must not cry
For am strong
My tears have become my foes
They go against me
Why does my heart ache
I hate to see the day wake
Why does my hand tremble
When i write a poem for you
Tears flowing through my ink
I must love you so
I can't remember to forget you
Though you made away with
My vulnerable heart
Would you come back here
You liar
Yes you lied
And am in pain...
Is this our together forever?
Is it? Liar?
I have lost so much tears
Because of you
Christmas is here again
Come and put snow on my hair
Who would hide my sweater
And cuddle me to sleep
Who would fiddle my hair
And sing me to sleep
Why are you so heartless
I thought you love me so
Why did you leave
Not with a sign
What a perfect plan
Why should i forgive you
Am i a joke to you?
You chose death over me?
You lied that you love me
Liar...
Liar...
Come and defend yourself
You liar
I want to hit you now
These tears refuse to stop
I must not cry
For am so angry
I want to slap you now
And kiss you tightly
And embrace you now
No, i will not
Am still angry
(Sniffs)
I must not cry
I must not
But my trembling hand refuses to stop
To stop writing a poem for you
My heart have refused
To think of you
Yet my heart bleeds
I must not cr...
I mus....
I must be str....
I m...
©Collins Hillz
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