as I thrown from my drug I lay on my bed half dead coming down hard my mental status that of a retard , helpless as the demons that are who I I have become flash my life before my eyes , the problems I avoid haunt my soul as I come down in this hell of a hot dead prison hole . somewhere some point I lost control. hot tears run down my face as feelings return in a rush I can't stop . hit me hard like a truck things I didn't deal with things from so long ago till just recent . slam me to the ground oh God I hear the sound of the man that comes around to those in lost and never found bringing hard lesson ...gotta jump the gun ..
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