SICK

I'm sick of always caring
and not getting anywhere
I'm sick of always loving
knowing you don't care
i wish that i could change
become a better me
i wish that you would love
and still care for me
I don't know why i bother
i don't know why i try
I'm sick of always hurting
and the never ending cry
my heart is sore my heads so sick
i cant stop caring about you
the only words i want to hear
is that i love you too
i want to change, i really do
the way that i feel
but this broken heart of mine
is never going to heal
i know that u cant change
the way you feel for me
i wish that i could make you
but i can only leave it be
i wish i didn't care so much
that i could get you out of my mind
but i cant help the way i feel
i just want to push rewind
go back to a special time
when you said you love me
i guess you take that back now
and i don't know what to do
i just wish that i could change
how i feel about you.
©billyjabs