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sick and preying

I feel disdane...and I suffer the insane..
preoccupied by severe weakness and pain.
I drink too much...
I feel too much...
physically I'm struggling to breathe ..
while I suffocate in my own need.. just to be....
For I am the preditor and never the prey....
While I struggle I push you down. I can't swim away...I'd rather watch YOU drown...
I feel like the (quote) "broken" and fight for my life.
I may be weak but I'm alive. ...
keep me afloat and I'll tell your story to those who've servived.
I will lie and tell them you saved my life...
I am a hunter and I am awake..
though many of the weak will die in my wake... ha ha
I can stop, intimidate and limit you're life in an inornate fight for my fate...
I know I am sick...
but I will climb and fight...
no matter how many prey my life will plight....
©crash33