I'm so sick of this feeling;
-my skin's always crawling...
I lay down as my ceiling
-just closes in on me.
My mind's always racing,
- and peace comes so rarely...
From room to room pacing,
-Breathing heavy or just barely.
This isn't how "Lil' Vinson"
envisioned me livin' this life i was given.
No thought or mention
of all these years spent in
the sinful grip & chains of addiction!
Oh how i wish I'd have listened
But wishin' just isn't
Gonna get it done is it?!
This is my life; and there ain't no switchin'!
This is my time, & it's been
tickin' since the very beginnin'
If i could go back & do it again then,
I would do it much different;
I'd live with wisdom
But this life I'm livin' isn't science fiction:
-No alternate reality,
or nearby dimension
where everything seems the same,
-but life is different.
Dang sho ain't no
Kinda’ invention
That lets me fly any kinda distance
To or thru GOD'S design
for time's existence!
Stuck on this island of life
-I’m island livin' Minus chillin'
Cuz I ain't got time to unwind
It's time to rise & shine & fight against sin
Praise The LORD my GOD
for HIS kind provision
In flesh, He suffered death
for our unrighteous livin’
-that HE might find in us
CHRIST's righteousness
-and find us in HIM
To HIM be praise! -3 days HE laid in a grave
-then CHRIST was RISEN!
No doubt I’m loud and proud about
the fact that I’ma Christian!
©vinson.d
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