I wanted to be a tributary.
Flowing with a hope,
Of joining the main river.
But can become the distributary.
Leave you with your beloved.,
In it my red can change to blue.
Still I will flow carrying the pain
With the silence of ye soul.
Your smile melts all my pain
Helps to germinate a seed of new hope.
Today I am suffering
As I loved you more than mine
Maybe it was my fault.
So with my tears I pay the cost.
I don't beg love from you.
But I wanted you to know
The stress I am going through
The pain I am carrying for you.
How much I heart wanted you
And what you did with my last drop of hope.
You didn't get my tears.
Left me in a barren land
Without putting a little care.
Everywhere I see
I can only see the vast sea.
With no drop of hope for suvival.
With no water to drink.
I would rest my life for you.
By saying I really loved you.
©bedotroyee
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