"MUTE"
I am mute.
But I am not a deaf.
I am mute.
Because I felt anxiety and depress;
My brain have no thoughts.
I can't respond or say any words;
If I say my tears drop easily.
My brain likes a deep deep empty well.
I can't control what I feel.
They think I am crazy;
For the reason, I can't respond what they say.
I am mute.
Because nobody listen.
If I say something they said," why you say that?stop it!"
If I talk loud they said,"don't scream. Lower your voice! You stupid or idiot!"
If I laugh they said, " your laugh is fake"
If I smile they said," there is something to be happy or funny?"
If I talk they said, "can you shut up!"
If I say my worries they said, " Is that really your worries? you're so sensitive"
If I explain they said, "don't explain or no need to explain. I know already, shut up!"
They can't even serious a single thing and everything to them is a joke.
I know they're toxic.
But I can't escape.
©wendysuico
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