Here it comes again..
That feeling that a thousand words can't explain..
Here comes the tears that no one see
The screams the no one hear
The overwhelming curtain of choatic thoughts that only go through my mind..
I'm usually prepared for moments like this
But there are sometimes where I'm caught of guard
And my body stops it's current movement
My eyes begin to focus on nothing in particular
My ears hear the feelings
And my nerves feel the sound
My heart starts to pound
And my thoughts start racing towards a finish line that's never found..
Moments like this I cover my ears and close my eyes
Hoping when I get control over my thoughts again everything will be back to normal
But it never is...
Nobody understands moments like this
But I don't expect them to..
Even though it happens alot
It happens more times than I will ever dare to admit
I'm never ready it
These silent cries with invisible tears
Remind me that even I have fears
I'm not as strong as I pretend
And until I accept that fact they will never end
No matter how hard I try
I will always silent cry...
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