I want to cry
I want to scream loudly
I want to die
I want to hurt you
Like you hurt me
I hurt more than you
I fake more than a dude
You laughed, You hurt me
You yelled and screamed
At me for the dumbest things
While your brother touched me
Saying "It'll be okay"
Or "Our little secret"
You haunt my dreams
You haunt my day dreams
You haunt my mind
You haunt my life
You make me want
To kill myself
I cut
I yell out
But all everyone hears is a laugh
And a smile cause no one
Knows 'Our little secret'
I cry silently
Cause of the fear of being touched
I cry when I'm yelled or lectured at
I wonder why
I wonder why I jump when
Someone scares me from behind
No one knows what goes
On behind closed doors
Our little secret is safe
Due to my silent tears
©duncanboo
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