Sitting alone... Closing my eyes..
I keep seeing the images my head is playing for me
Don't know where the happiness gone..
All I could feel was agony
There are noises around me but they won't reach my ears
There is beauty around me maybe but my eyes can't see it
There are people around me but I can feel no one
There were a lot of emotions in me a few seconds ago
And now don't know where they go leaving me deserted
Everything seems to be meaningless..
I'm just walking aimlessly..
I feel useless..
I feel abandoned..
I should be feeling free then why am I still trapped in you
My struggles are in vain...
I want to shout it out to the world...
This is injustice... I can't even feel my voice anymore
Whining... Whimpering... I was struggling to find a way to get my sorrow out
When everything shuts down...
When I started to lose myself...
I silently shattered
©amaira
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