"Silly of me to think I can be something I'm not. Like jokes are being played on me, to go against the way I was made and raised, but able to feel emotions, not supposed to be felt.
Silly of me, to want after another who could care less about me, yet I find it understandable about self worth and respect. While I'm in conflict with that, it seems silly of me, to make you go against your character for me, but again, I know it's my heart that makes me feel the fool.
Silly of me, to meet a Queen, I wish to have, but can't touch, yet she's in my dreams every night, with sweet kisses and her touch. Silly of me, to be honest without making it so awkward and distant. Ask God daily as to why you allow me to fall so hard, but keep me back, to act on what I feel. Silly of me, to walk through this life, with repalient on me, like I'm a disease, keeping me away, when I'm living and breathing the same air as them? How I wonder why I have to play the fool, just trying to make it make sense, cause I feel so silly, to think I'd be the man of any woman's dreams."
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