sincerity

trying to find out what I'm about cuz you doubt the sincerity that's felt could ever be real. tell me, what you got for me to steal to apply so much skill (my conning skills of a life ago) you see me struggle for a meal dressed in outdated appeal, so you feel I'm pretending to be real when I kneel and try to humble my pride? Take a look inside, aint a part of me denied I stride full of pride when I ride it's till I die ain't no reason why I'd ever even tell you a lie. You don't know what it cost when I'm at a loss and finally toss in the towel it's something foul when I scowl at myself for submitting to the prowl I feel like prey if ever in a day I could have made a way struggle as I may I prefer to pay then to ever give the right for anyone to say that I couldn't have handled my own. I'm a man and grown all alone I'm prone to break bone of whatever situation im shown