I'm going to be a single mom
Not because I cheated
Not because I had multiple men
Not because I chose this on me
Not because I refused to let him know
But because he didn't want it
He asked me for an arbotion
But I said no to that motion
We had already broken up
And on he moved
So you see it was hard for him
For he loved another
And yes it was my fault
I made alot of mistakes
Did alot of wrongs
But I was sorry
For crying out loud
I apologized
I swallowed my pride
For my baby's sake
I was ready for everything
But he didn't listen to me
His anger towards me
Took over his reasoning
But do I really blame him
Well no
Because it was all my fault
And each time my baby asks
About him ill just show her his picture
And tell her how much he loves her
And soon he'll come to see her
And when she's old enough to understand
I'll tell her the truth
To my baby daddy
You made your decision
Hope you won't regret this one day
When you see her photos
Hope you won't miss to hold her
Hope you won't miss to hear
Her call you daddy
When you see her pics
I pray you don't recognize her
Even if she will resemble you
Just don't look for her
Don't complicate our lives
For happy we will be
Without you
You made your choice
So live with it
I'll be a proud single mom
Whose only goal is her child's joy
Whose only motivation is in her baby
Whose strength lies in her baby's eyes
And finally I found true love
Deep inside my baby's heart.
©mara_pain
It's not always about pain
©mara_pain
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