Sinking

Sometimes I wonder,
If my life's worth anything,
Should I run far away or just drown in my tears?
It's way too much,
I'm a bit outspoken, and soft hearted,
But I'm way more fragile than your wine glass,
As the waves tower me I'm afraid for the worst of my cold hands,
It overwhealms,
The emotions rise,
I cant control the rivers flooding in,
But still I'll do my best to see this through,
Worthlessness can also have its due,
If I lost myself,
To the devil's sharp hands,
Never to be seen,
Would you help me?
Turn this world around,
Show me a real blue sky,
A place where I won't burn,
Would you help me?
Wake up in cold sweats,
Must be the nightmares again,
Trying to take me back to a place I thought of as home,
Under the Earth,
A bit outspoken, a bit soft hearted,
But I'm way more fragile than your wine glass,
As the waves tower me I'm afraid for the worst of my cold hands,
Overwhealming,
I'm sorry to be like this,
This avalanche is truly caving in,
But still I'll do my best to see this through,
Can someone like me even stand next to you?
If I lost myself,
To the devil's sharp hands,
Never to be seen,
Would you help me?
Turn this world around,
Show me a real blue sky,
A place where I won't burn,
Would you help me?
I'm afraid that I will go back to that world,
Is it weak to never mention this at all?
Should I shut up and keep to myself till I explode?
I'm afraid that this world will eat me alive,
Would you help me live?
Would you help me breathe?
If I lost myself,
To the devil's sharp hands,
Never to be seen,
Would you help me?...
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