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Sinner

Dealing with my insecurities.
Changing moods and personalities.
Cherishing loneliness over close proximity.
Questioning the very reason to feel.
Because the ones you choose to keep, only slip away like an eel.
Making wishes to be noble as a horse, or better still be adorable as a seal.
Who hates who and who loves who, is this world even real?
Growing through different phases and meeting different faces.
A disturbing tendency to wreak an inevitable havoc.
With one eye aiming for victory, the other keeping the peace with secrecy.
Traits of past sins echoing in the minds of the " whole " ones.
Asking for a remedy to have a clean heart and clean hands.
Protecting what is left of the once innocent kid just to find acceptance.
I chose to worry less about what I cannot control.
With whom I can parley with, I will seek parole.
The mass maybe be unaware of the universal truth.
Fortunately for us, most won't die shallow.
©ebofreeman