"Sista, can I apologize for the pain I caused for calling you a bitch? Never meant to let it come out my mouth, cause I have no right to place you beneath the heights of your beauty. Sista, can I apologize for laying my hands on you? Causing you to see your blood, despite your cries, adding the burdens of abuse. Never ment to cause you tears of pain. Just was a moment I wished never happened. Sista, can I apologize for playing head games with you. Knowing it's a privilege to be in your presence, but sought it fit to continue the cycle of sexual escapades, that couldn't compare to the love you give me. Sista, can I apologize for hurting you physically and mentally, cause much like my struggles you have the same weight. I just never ment to cause you harm, only to hid behind the facade boys aspire to be. That's a man. But, seeing you crying and hurt, wasn't my intention. I just didn't know how to be what you need. So will you please forgive me?"
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