You know I didn't wanted it this way
It's like I'm throwing you away
I'm not okay with that
And it leaves me mad
That you are treated like a curse
When you were an angel
What makes matters worse
There is no final farewell
It's like summing up your life
In sixty minutes
And it hurts me like a knife
To bear witness
This is so unforgiving
How do I find peace
To just go on living
Can someone tell me please
I'm not allowed to say goodbye
I feel like I can die
I need to have closure
But I'm warned about exposure
Why did it come to you
You didn't deserve it
I don't know what to do
How can I forget it
It's like summing up your life
In just one hour
My heart and soul's in strife
I need power
This is inhumane
This is so unfair
My heart is in pain
But nobody cares
©lenni
L